Happy birthday to me! I just had a splendid weekend exploring new-to-me parts of New Hampshire with a trip up to the Mount Washington area for the cog ride on Sunday. Special thanks to Louis for spoiling me!
In February, I fasted from Tuesday, February 14 to Saturday, February 18th, my birthday. We decided to break with an early dinner at Christmas Farm Inn in Jackson, NH, which was delicious.
I want to capture my fasting experience for each month of this year… perhaps for a book sometime in the future?
This fast went by fast. Mood was good the whole time. Did get a headache on Day 3 but not as intense as the ones in 2022. On Day 3 and 4 at night, had a ball jar of homemade broth each. My journal note for Day 3 says: “Broth (yay!), nutritious and delicious, Past Carla making Future Carla happy in the Now.” 🙂
My main observation this month is I write more when I am fasting, and this feels like an underscoring of finally finding the right flow for me–the right way for me to be spending my time.
For most of my life, I resisted the urge to do “artistic” things, because it was somehow instilled in me that this was “wrong,” “an indulgence” “not serious.” Which is an extremely odd position to hold when considering Ma was an artist.
Lawyers don’t draw
I’ve been trying to figure out where this hang-up originated from and am still mulling it over… especially as I now know many self-defeating beliefs we carry, we simply created ourselves… something happened and you filed it away in a way that created a negative voice you may not even be aware of… unpacking these voices and putting them in their rightful place is what makes us healthier in the long run. [Read about how I learned to ignore the really nasty ones HERE.]
I suspect my suppression of my artsy side was because of the dysfunctional competitiveness that developed between my sister and I when we went to boarding school in the early Eighties, and we both felt we had to start aggressively vying for our parent’s attention. Based on conversations with my sister, she concurs. Add to this a subtext my parents presented to us that Lizette would be the “artsy, smart one” and I’d be the “smart, not artsy one,” and some of my resistance to my true calling–writing–make somewhat sense.
Listening to the voices in my head
Back during one of my 5-day fasts in 2022, I came up with the “My Life (in Balance)” series, those Post-Its I’ve been putting out, so I keep looking for new inspiration or moments of clarity while fasting. This time, a voice mentioned that when I panic about “having to make The Carla Gericke Show” (which I do a lot), I could be using content I have already written directly from my site. This falls in the “Past Carla helping Future Carla in the Now” category, and while I really don’t know why this never occurred to me before, I’m going to implement this life hack, stat!
How about you?
What are you doing to set yourself up for more success in the future? Are you making the right choices with regard to your diet, exercise, sleep, mental health? Remember, building integrity with yourself–in other words, making and keeping promises to yourself–is the road to happiness!
As a “diplomat’s brat,” as a child, I traveled extensively and gotta lotta jabs… Now, as I’m learning more about vaccine “science” or rather, the lack thereof, I’m re-evaluating my personal experiences as they relate to vaccines.
As a healthy and energetic child, I started to dread going to the doctor, leading to fights, and when I complained about getting sick after inoculations at these visits, I was told I was “wrong,” “mistaken,” “imagining things,” when, it now seems, even 9-year-old Carla knew what was cutting.
The doctors say it can’t be that.
“But I’ve never had stomach aches like this before!” Me, howling, curled up under the dining room table clutching my stomach in Mafikeng, 1981, soon after moving with my parents to this “hardship” African post. “Must be the new food.” Except we cooked at home and we were eating the same diet. “Different water?” “Drink some milk!””Different minerals in the water?” This routine–me, crying while being told to “Drink some milk!”–repeated night after night for months and months.
Staring up at the wood rings on the bottom of the table, knowing deep-down inside–that voice inside you “science” tries to kill–that the doctors’ visits where we got shots that left my sister sneezing fifty, sixty times a day, was the cause, while also being told: “The doctors say it can’t be that.”
The doctors say it can’t be that.
Top-shelf gas-lighting, pure as the white lab coats it is delivered in: Munchausen-by-Proxy meets Stickholm (sic) Syndrome. Basically: Someone in Authority purposely hurting others in order to feel like a “hero” when they “heal you,” combined with patients living in denial about the harm being done to them, or being told, like I was, that they’re “imagining things,” until, in fact, they dutifully submit to more and more harm while praising their “captors” for their services. All hail, “Science”!
The doctors say it can’t be that.
Vaccine public policy is harming humans. This is sick and this sickness is the reality of the landscape of “preventative healthcare” in Western medicine. We are being held hostage to bad medicine and bad actors, and the stakes are so high, they’d rather make you–millions upon millions of you–believe your child’s autism is genetic than tell you the truth.
There are no “genetic epidemics.” But there is blame shifting. And they are pros.
The truth is, Big Pharma is colluding with Big Gov’s regulatory agencies supposedly tasked with overseeing “public health.” Together, they have orchestrated a cover story to mislead doctors, who are in turn misleading parents and kids about real-life harm, while no scientific data exists to show the benefits of any vaccine outweighs the potential developmental risks.
I appreciate this sounds borderline cray-cray. But let me state it clearly: In America, no vaccine safety study has ever been conducted comparing vaccinated to unvaccinated children to measure their health outcomes over time. In other words, there are no comparative, control-grouped studies to determine side-by-side who is healthier: vaccinated or unvaccinated children. None. Zilch. Nada.
Back in the Eighties, when I was a kid, they were already fudging the data. Think of “vaccine science” as something akin to “smoking science.” Remember how, for a laughable amount of time, years and years of denials and congressional hearings, everyone was told “cigarette smoking does not cause harm”? Remember that incredible lie? A lie so big, everyone involved had to play along? Hiding harmful truths for profit happened with cigarettes, and it is happening now, again, with vaccines.
Except, it is worse. Arguably, with cigarettes, at least there’s a semblance of consent. You seek out and buy the product yourself, even if you are being fueled by nicotine addiction. With vaccines, however, we are now being forced to take this product, whether we want to or not, whether we consent or not, never-mind whether anyone is actually giving legally-binding informed consent (they are not). Jabs for jobs? Insanity!
We are being forced into this one-size-fits-all model–socialism–like human widgets, to be treated the same. But we are not the same.
Each and every human on this Earth is an individual: unique from your mitochondria on up!
Our bodies are not the same. Our physical development is not the same. What we weigh. Our blood type. How much of what medicine we can tolerate. What previous illnesses we’ve had. Previous medicines we’ve taken. At what doses. How we react to stress. What causes inflammation for us on a cellular level.
Imagine the uproar if someone was advocating babies should take up smoking. And yet, we’re jabbing newborns with Hep B vaccines? Hep B, a disease you can only get through sexual contact or intravenous needle use? Why, for the love of humanity, are we attacking newborns’ immune systems with junk-science like this?
Junk-science that is resulting in real harm, now so prevalent as to be systematic. Instead of demanding your free healthcare, maybe you should be asking what is making you sick? After all, they’re not promising to make you well for all that “free” healthcare, but rather, based on data from countries that already have universal healthcare, they’re drawing sad, short, chronically-sick lines from cradle to premature grave.
American children, let’s call them Generation Rx, are now less healthy than their parents, with shorter life spans.
The doctors say it can’t be that.
Wonder why kids hate going to the doctor? Maybe those of us who weren’t sick but had “stickler parents who kept up on our shots” started to understand we weren’t going someplace to be helped or gain health, but rather were unwillingly participants in an unnecessary ritual sacrifice at the altar of junk-science. That was the Seventies and Eighties, when Sudden Infant Death Syndrome “magically” appeared in countries with high vaccine take-ups.
By the Nineties, we added government incompetence to the mix, through regulatory capture so thorough that when the insurance industry looked at Big Pharma’s submitted data and said, HELL NO, WE WON’T INSURE THIS CRAP, the government stepped up to become the insurer of last resort.
To be clear: Children are being harmed by snake oil salesmen who are protected by government monopoly from any and all liability while the regulating agencies sometimes even hold patents on the vaccines they mandate.
The doctors say it can’t be that.
Scarlet fever. Whooping cough. Chronic bronchitis. Inner ear infections. As a child, these were a few of my least favorite things! When not recovering from doctor office visits, being super-energetic and two years too young for my class as it was, teachers would demand I do every sport offered after school–netball, field hockey, athletics, cheer-leading, tennis, squash, volleyball, badminton, even King Stingers during recess–perhaps hoping to drain some of my seemingly boundless energy.
Today, I would likely have been diagnosed as ADHD and drugged, like so many children are. Instead of sunlight and exercise and the endless opportunities to run down my batteries naturally, today, I would be force-fed pharmaceuticals because Big Pharma always gets its cut.
The more I delve into vaccine “science,” the more questions I have about my own health. I recommend you start taking a closer look at your own medical history too… Asthma is not normal. Allergies are not normal. Obesity is not normal. Diabetes is not normal. Chronic-anything is not normal. Nothing we are seeing now in this world that is richer and more prosperous than anytime in history, is normal.
The doctors say it can’t be that.
It is possible that it won’t just be “that,” that it isn’t solely the CDC’s vaccine schedules’ fault for childhood autism and developmental problems, nor, perhaps, are the mRNAs responsible for the excess deaths in highly vaccinated countries, and that many different factors–diet, environmental toxins, Round-up, fluoride, whatevs–are contributing to society’s slide into dis-ease, but doctors, nurses, health practitioners, we need you. PLEASE.
We need you to be brave and, well, we need you to start saying, Let’s pause and reassess the science properly, and, please, for the love of mankind, I beg you to stop saying, The doctors say it can’t be that.
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Take my unscientific poll:
5/Perhaps you got the mandated Covid jabs. Do you think this improved or decreased your overall health?
— Carla Gericke, Live Free And Thrive! (@CarlaGericke) February 16, 2023
PS: In just in the last couple of decades, here are some of the Big Pharma fines: Vioxx ($950M; Merck), Zyprexa ($1.4B; Eli Lily); Paxil and Wellbutrin ($3B; GlaxoSmithKline); etc. Without mandated vaccines, most pharmaceutical firms would be bankrupt.
PPS: According to this doctor, in his practice, textbook ADHD does not appear among his unvaccinated patients AT ALL. WATCH this talk, it is very informative, with an actual side-by-side comparative study that shows unvaccinated children are more healthy… now they’re trying to take his medical license (ignore the scary warning).
Everyone read this: Congress is Set to Expose What May be the Largest Censorship System in U.S. History by Jonathan Turley.
Congressional hearings started on Twitter Files. It’s BS, but you can take a look HERE.
Probably the most important thing you will read this month. As you may know, Hersh won the Pulitzer for uncovering the My Lai Massacre in Vietnam, and broke stories on Watergate and Abu Ghraib. He says it was an inside job.
I have been saying this since the start, based on the following direct evidence from your leaders (believe them):
Truss text to Blinken: “It’s done.”
Nuland: “Nord Stream 2 will not move forward.”
Biden: “We will bring an end” [to Nordstream 2]
Lastly, this explosion was unprecedented environmental event, and yet nary a peep from the corporate news. <— let’s call this the “‘How Dare You!’ Tell”.
I have no doubt this story will be suppressed by the Intelligence Community controlling Big Tech. If you see this post on social media, please share. Americans deserve to know what their government is doing in their names.
Kim Dotcom’s take:
? Nord Stream terrorism exposed.
Based on todays story by Pulizer Prize winning US investigative journalist Seymour Hersh the US and Norway worked together on blowing up the Nord Stream pipelines. Norway is a US vassal and competitor of Russia in natural gas sales to Europe.— Kim Dotcom (@KimDotcom) February 8, 2023
I was surprised to discover that Democrat Adam Schiff managed to get three “anti-vax” movies banned from video distribution platforms like Amazon in… 2019. See my article HERE.
This made me want to watch the movies and see for myself what the hoopla is. I found SHOOT ‘EM UP ; THE TRUTH ABOUT VACCINES on Odysee, my go-to choice for censor-proof viewing. (JFC, is this even America, anymore?!?!)
This movie is a bit amateurish, made by a mom traveling to different locations with her baby son to consult with doctors and experts and mothers with vaccine-harmed children. Everyone she talks to or is mentioned seems credible: Dr. Stephanie Cave; Dr. Mascovitz; Barbara Loe Fischer; Lawrence Palevsky; David Kirby; Boyd Hayley; Dan Burton; and Dan Olmstead (I might have missed a few).
People familiar with the vaccine debate will be familiar with many of the arguments: the ingredients contain many toxins; mercury/thimerosol bad… when California banned it, autism rates dropped; why are we injecting babies with 23 organisms by the time they are 6?; why are there no credible government studies looking into possible vax harm (regulatory capture); why are there no long term clinical studies comparing health outcomes of vaxxed vs. unvaxxed (of course, that’s why during Covidmania, they needed 100% uptake so as to eliminate the “control group”)?; why is no one exploring the pattern of genetic links between some vaccine harm, and, in particular, boys?; why claim that if vaccines work, unvaccinated people pose a risk to anyone else?, etc.
I’m going to summarize the new stuff I learned or discovered, starting with the deep corruption mentioned by New York Times journalist, David Kirby, author of Evidence of Harm: Mercury in Vaccines and the Autism Epidemic: A Medical Controversy, which I just ordered.
Big Gov Takes Care of Big Pharma, Big Time
We know Big Pharma has captured the regulatory agencies that are supposed to protect the public, but did you know they’re willy-nilly doing away with liability and lawsuits in riders in… national security bills? Kirby states that the 2002 Homeland Security bill contained a liability waiver/exclusion to dismiss any lawsuits against Eli Lilly regarding thimerosol: “Tucked away in that bill, in the middle of the night, was a secret rider that would have dismissed all lawsuits against vaccine makers for having put this substance called thimerosal, a mercury-based preservative, in vaccines given to children, with the idea that that may be causing autism.”(See Counterpunch’s take on the RIDER.) Say what now? The government snuck liability protection to a Big Pharma corporation in a “national security bill” in the dead of the night? WTF? Add to this outrage the notion that Bush managed to seal all legal discovery documents on thimerosol in the federal Vaccine Court, and it smells like a cover-up to me. (You can read more about thimerosol and government actions at the CHILDREN’S DEFENSE FUND.)
Sudden Infant Deaths (SIDS)
I am very aware of SIDS (and now, post-Covidmania, sadly, SADS, Sudden Adult Death Syndrome) because it is the first psyops I can recall being aware of.
I was young, in South Africa, and I remember it because it made such an impression on me… because stories about SIDs were everywhere… in all the magazines, newspapers, TV broadcasts, and rags. I remember thinking how terrible it would be if you had a baby and it just… died in its sleep.
Cot death, it was called, a rare phenomena, now rebranded as SIDs, and much less rare.
What could have happened? Well… the Eighties is when they rolled out mandatory shots for babies. The same shots that the insurance companies looked at Pharma’s data for, and said, NOPE, we refuse to insure these products (which, btw, is why the government is the “insurer of last resort”).
What caught my attention in the movie was the story of an Australian nurse(?) with an engineer husband who built a device that monitored the breathing of babies, showing babies would sometimes normally stop breathing for seconds during their sleep, then restart, but within 48 hours after DPT injections, the apnea became more frequent and intense, leading her to have to resuscitate babies otherwise they would die.
How to Detox
There is a moving moment where a young boy talks at a rally and mentions the remedy that worked for him: saunas! Also mentioned are chelating agents, diet, vitamins, and exercise–the usual things that we know improve health.
Animals are Getting Sicker
One of the people interviewed was a veterinarian. He said some interesting things: animals are getting sicker generation over generation; cats get tumors on the sites of their jabs; if this is happening in the animal world, what are we doing to ourselves?
MMR and RhoGAM
I’ve only recently started to connect the dots on my own vaccine harm and destruction of my health at the hands of the Pharma-allopathic world.
In September 2007, I had a miscarriage of twins during my second trimester. Since my doctor was scheduled to go on vacation, she told me to “just have the miscarriage at home naturally” if it happened before she was back from her holiday. (Yeah, really.)
It was a messy, painful, traumatic experience, and I ended up in the ER. Somewhere in the hours I spent there, they told me my blood type was “RH negative,” and without so much as a discussion, jabbed me with a RhoGAM shot.
Then, a few months later, in order to get my MFA degree issued, City College of New York insisted I present proof of MMR vaccine, otherwise the college said they would not issue my degree. (Yeah, really.)
Since we were leaving for the Free State of New Hampshire soon, partly to escape such insanity and lack of respect for informed consent and bodily autonomy, and depressed and not feeling myself, I caved and got another shot, even though I knew I’d had at least 2 prior MMR jabs… I just couldn’t find the paperwork.
After this, I developed severe allergies (something I’d never had before), rheumatoid arthritis, gained more than 50 pounds, had permanent lower back pain, frequent headaches, and more. My stomach had been iffy since my pre-teens years (now, looking back, also likely due to jabs–we got many, frequently, because we travelled a lot internationally, and didn’t know any better) and that got worse, too. While we’d been backpacking in South East Asia, I got severe Dehli-Belly, and ended up taking Cipro, which likely killed whatever good bacteria I had left in me. Leaky gut, or IBS, or whatever it was, I was anemic, and had now had constant diarrhea for decades.
In the movie, there’s a quick mention that RhoGAM contains a lot of mercury… not sure what this means yet, but I’m interested to learn more about this as a possibly contributing factor to my dis-ease for many years.
I’m also very grateful that through lifestyle changes including a low-carb diet, no alcohol, avoiding sugar and seed oils, and mindfulness practices like yoga, journaling, and meditation, and daily exercise, I have managed to regain much of my health.
Be Brave
Speaking up throughout Covidmania, and now, knowing that I am called to bring light to this matter, I was struck in the movie by how many brave people have come before…
To each and every one of you, often vilified and attacked, thank you. Especially to the mothers and fathers who have been gaslit by their own government colluding with Big Pharma, I’m sorry this happened to you, your chidlren, and that no one would listen. Just as we are seeing now again with the denial of harm and excess deaths after the mRNA vaccine rollouts.
Sadly, the reality is: The Machine hates the Truth. The Machine wants you sick, weak, and dependent.
The most radical act you can do now is GET WELL, GET HEALTHY, AND SPEAK UP AND TELL THE TRUTH, even if your voice shakes. Join me.
I hope if you read this far, you are as worried as I am. I did some initial experiments right when Open AI came out, and will see if I kept screen shots to add here about my conversation on “consciousness.”
NBC Boston has been working on a docuseries about the Free State Movement for more than half a year. The trailer dropped.
Take a look HERE.
My initial thoughts are THIS LOOKS AWESOME! Can’t wait to see the rest. Of course, they will attempt to paint us as weirdos and troublemakers, but many people are actually looking for answers to the issues of the day, and I believe those people will see what we are doing for what it is: A SOLUTION to a problem that has grown too large to solve in any other way!
While politicians pay lip service to “reforms” and “changes,” we ALL know nothing is changing, improving, or happening… In fact, things are getting worse and worse. We are getting poorer, people are suffering, and the government is rankly incompetent, and, at this stage, has possibly actually tipped to being EVIL.
As I watched the trailer, I was also thinking, who are these naysayers? Besides Nick Sarwark, who has probably put the final nail in his coffin as a Free Stater with this–he should switch to the Democrats–I recognized Zandra Rice Hawkins (the one with the beanie on the playground) and Brodie Deshaies (an outspoken critic of the proposed Constitutional amendment to peacefully leave the Union and become an independent country; he was voted out in 2022).
Ironically, Zandra Rice Hawkins, who works for an organization called Granite State Progress that is funded by progressive billionaire George Soros, moved to New Hampshire after I did, and openly admits she wants New Hampshire to become “more progressive.” When one hears people like her criticizing the Free State movement, you must ask yourself, who is actually trying to change the culture of the LIVE FREE OR DIE state? I contend it is people like her, not us.
I once attended a public meeting Zandra hosted, and gave the following speech in response to hours of inaccurate and propagandist trash-talking from her. What a monster I am!
Here is a list of reasons I never believed the Covidmania narrative [ONGOING]:
1. I’m skeptical of the government. They lie. A lot. About just about everything, so I knew to proceed with caution. Add regulatory capture/revolving door btw oversight agencies/pharma = recipe for disaster.
- “No natural immunity”: This claim threw everything anyone knows about viruses on its head. Implausible from start, so why? If you accept lab leak theory, then one could posit “ethicists” like Fauci’s wife might have said, we can’t tell ppl to get sick or “let” people get sick because then we’re in even more trouble if the truth comes out.
- Censorship: This was so ludicrously off the charts that it was a massive tell. No debate allowed? That’s not “science.”
- Fauci’s reputation and previous “Mad Scientism,” including AIDS & Beagle torture. His financial conflicts of interests & the fact that his wife is the NIH’s ethicist. His hypocrisy & maniacal ego on display, incl. “I AM THE SCIENCE!”
- Early data from non-lockdown countries like Sweden showed no marginal benefits to draconian approaches.
- Early death rate modeling = x30 wrong (that’s soothsaying, not science) but never corrected in media. Saying “hospitals will be overrun,” but never materialized.
- Checked paper obits from start as anecdotal evidence. If “pandemic,” could expect extra pages of death announcements, yet no discernable increase in pages/announcements.
- Banning certain medicines. Banning fucking medicine. ‘Nuff said.
- How dissenters like Great Barrington Declaration were treated.
- Misinformation labels & “fact-check” articles that you could drive a dump truck through. FB lawsuit later states “fact-checkers” only “expressing opinions.”
- Pharma’s track record: has paid largest fines for fraud in ? history. Pharma wanted to keep docs secret for 75 years. Pharma profits from your illness thus incentives not aligned for human health.
- Legal: cross referenced filings/redactions btw countries which gave clues to malfeasance. Emergency Authorization/liability exclusions.
- Past personal experience with forced jab in NYC to get MFA degree issued in 2008 that negatively impacted my health & took a decade to reverse.
- Censorship of discussions around bodily autonomy (first for masks then vax), informed consent & Nuremberg Code.
- Clinical data in support of vaccines JUNK, incl eliminating own control group by jabbing them.
- Changing definitions of words real-time (Newspeak) incl.: gain of function; antivax; pandemic (to remove requirement that disease causes “severe illness”)
- The government calling everyone but themselves NONESSENTIAL, and, while believing a deathly pandemic was spreading, TOOK ALL THE PROTECTIVE GEAR FOR THEMSELVES. (Pls. stop & really THINK on this one.)
- The dancing Tiktok videos of healthcare workers.
- Censored posts about links between mRNA tech and cancer.
- If you search my website under Covid-1984, Coviddissonance & Covidmania, you will find pages of blog posts with lots of embedded data/sources for my opinions. This partial list is provided for @ScottAdamsSays, who claims we “lucked out.”
- 24/7 Media fear mongering: You don’t need advertise a real pandemic. Never putting the actual risk in perspective. Never telling the public the survival rate is 99.7% and that almost all who succumbed had several co-morbidities, incl. old age, Vitamin D deficiency, and obesity. From very early on it was clear a narrative was being manufactured, e.g. death counters, etc. Most media channels funded by Big Pharma.
- Never advising any homeopathic or generally acceptable non-allopathic solutions (cheaply available): Sunlight, Vit D supplements, sleep, improved diet, not increasing stress (i.e. don’t follow our death counts), exercise. In fact, the opposite was recommended: Stay inside; restrict your breathing; wear germ cloths on your face; avoid social contact; don’t hug your loved ones, etc.
- Event 201 that pre-dated “pandemic” and trained nonprofits for immediate blanket global response. Having seen what they did on 9/11 with a “simulation” happening at the exact same time as a real hijacking, thus delaying response times, this one made me super-skeptical, and also explains the unified, lockstep response.
- Long track record of pharma colluding with government to try to usher in “pandemics.” See H1N1, AIDS, Swine Flu, MERS and SARS. Discerning thinkers might wonder why? Perhaps for population reduction/movement control?
Yesterday after the SEC persecution of LBRY trial. Great to see so many come out in support–definitely felt like the olden days. The SEC was SEC-ing like the gang of federales they are, but I was impressed with the judge who seems to understand that he is unnecessarily destroying livelihoods and an important crypto market leader for no other reason than the SEC is unwilling to say WTF they want. Weak people and institutions, beholden to no one with unlimited taxpayer funds, play these kinds of very expensive and destructive games. Shameful, SEC, just plain shameful. Putting American entrepreneurs and family men out of business for spite. (I’m not pictured because I took the photo.)
Judge Barbadoro also said two very important things: THERE WAS NO FRAUD (i.e. no victim; no crime, this is simply the state aggressing against people they don’t like, in other words, this is a pure and simple case of POLITICAL PROSECUTION) and NATIVE TOKENS ARE NOT SECURITIES & secondary markets are exempt.
Here’s the Union Leader coverage. I hope to write my full report soon.